on top of the world

2009-05-15T05:42:00.000-07:00

Batch of 08! Anyone interested in planning/hosting the 2009 prom night? Tell me kay! Alot of people most prolly going, sorta reunion also y'know!(: HAHAH and we also get to choose prom night theme! Last year, movie star uh? Now whaaat? I feel like sabo-ing them. Miss u guys f core ):

OH! My dearest junior INDAH topped her 6.4 maths class w/ a 69! awesome shit see, toldya you could pass. PANCY HO ROCKS SOCKS AND BALLS I TELL YOUUU! I miss her, so much better than Mr A. So yeah indah, study hard play hard! Loveyouuuu!(:

A div finals match yst, ACJC vs RI(JC) at Bedok Sports Hall. fast paced match, awesome game. ACJC won. Then me afika and shahf went to KFC then we started bitchtalking bt the 1N steppo girl tht everyone dont like. The new girl lah.

Thank god its Friday! (:
HAHAHAH HAPPY DAY!

RAWR MAXIMUM

2009-05-14T05:01:00.000-07:00

i failed maths f la, study so hard fr nth. NVM JIAYOU ASYIKIN YOU THE BOMB SMARTER THAN SMARTIES COOLER THAN PANTIES YOU CAN DOOOO IT! :D

Tmr netball match, A div.
(:

FUCK MAXIMUM

2009-05-13T08:26:00.000-07:00

OHMYBIMBO
THANKS ALOT ONCE AGAIN
I HAD TO SEND THAT BLADY ART PROJECT THROUGH 4SHARED COS MY MSN COCKUP. 11.30pm AND ITS FINALLY DONE, OMG THANKS. I STILL GOT TO IRON MY CLOTHES ALL! AND I FKIN WAKE UP AT 5AM THANKS. BLADY MUTHAFUCK I HATE
GROUPWORK!

FUCK LA

2009-05-13T07:56:00.000-07:00

WOW
MY HOTMAIL IS BLADY SLOW
IT HAS BEEN 10 MINS AND IT HAS ONLY UPLOADED 2MB OVER
10MB. FUCK. AND I HAVE TO SUBMIT IT BY 12AM TONIGHT
LOOKS LIKE IM GNA STAY UP ALL NIGHT

THANKS ALOT

scars in my heart

2009-05-13T05:30:00.000-07:00

today's netball trng was (fillintheblanks)

happy words please hehehe it was fun! first we played b'ball then natalie gave birth to an annoying washing machine, pissyfying. haha you should see Tammy's reaction to the washing machine.

"good shot!"
"oh omg its the washing machine. terrible!"

hahah lol. then me eriko and yj talked about leg hairs and ended up on scars hehehehe.
mmkay monday's the re-test for beeptest! (RHYME!) and fri's when we go to bedoksportshall
for Adiv finals :) excited ttm

doing art project >:(
RRRRRRAWWRRRRRRRRRZZZZz'

(pointless post, i know)

you belong with me

2009-05-11T02:33:00.000-07:00

She wears high heels, I wear sneakers
She's cheer captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming bout the day when you'll wake up and find
That what you're looking for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along so why can't you see?
You belong with me
You belong with me

I heart Lucas Till and Taylor Swift! (:

watch the video. its amazing <3

2009-05-10T23:22:00.000-07:00

I just finished sorting out my 4000+ photos.
No more single-digit megabytes (:
I've arranged them according to 6A gays, Random, Airport Trip, Prom Night, Cedar Lah, Solo Act, Me and them, Friends. WHOOO ACCOMPLISHMENT

If you want some pixx just tell me :D

every little thing i do, never seems enough for you

2009-05-09T21:01:00.000-07:00

Christine texted me at 2AM to ask if i'm okay +1
My dad bought a new stereo +1
I had a huge fight with Danial yst -1
I then knew how much Nadhrah loved me +1
My phone's memory is left with single-digit megabyte -1
I have tons of photos to upload, edit and add on facebook -1
I feel lonely -1
I love Amira Amani very much +1
I have a survey to do and i'm quite excited +1
I talked to Aisyah Azmi ysterday +1
I got tanned -1
Amsyar has grown +1
Hakim saw me in the bus - I was in it he was outside of it +1
I wish life was as simple as bullet points -1

Total : 1 (How sad)

hi, i forgot.

2009-05-09T06:43:00.000-07:00

I came here to rant, and i ttly forgot.
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Freak.

when you break that heart that loved you, it hurts so much.

2009-05-08T06:47:00.000-07:00

Why does it hurt so much?
Why can't life be perfect?
Why am I always second choice?
Why am I liking you?
Why did this happen to me?
A million questions, zero answers.

Don't hang up. can't we talk?
So confused, it's like I'm lost
What went wrong? What made you go?
don't pretend you don't know
This is me - I'm unchangeable
When did we fall apart?
Or did you lie from the start
When you said it's only you?
I was blind, such a fool
Thinking we were unbreakable

I've been told what's done is done
To let it go and carry on
And deep inside, I know that's true
I'm stuck in time, stuck on you

You just don't get it.

Thanks to Diva Parvathi Amira and Shahfiqah.
I hope someday I'll look back and laugh.

Brenda, reply my msges. It's annoying you know.

Because I have no regrets from loving you

2009-05-07T03:01:00.000-07:00

Haru Haru - Big Bang

There's this big piano at the canteen where Cedarians can like, uh play it? Lol. K anyw loads of ppl have been playing Haru Haru. Damn nice song. Haha /Lie also quite nice. Think im influenced by Wah Piang Afika - K Pop addict. Haha (:

Don’t look back and leave
Don’t find me again and live (on)
Because I have no regrets from loving you, take only the good memories
I can bear it in some way
I can stand in some way
You should be happy if you are like this
I become dull day by day (eh eh eh eh)
Oh girl I cry, cry
You’re my all, say goodbye…

I wish I could play piano
I wish I could play guitar
I wish I could play drums (fucken sexy)
I wish I could sing
I'm so music-illiterate ):

FML is so addictive srsly. Me and Shahf are like addicts of it.
http://www.fmylife.com/ :D

I hate Royce and Maris Stella PE Shirt.
Think so sexy ah, act like scgs male vesion only.
Hahahh. Read convo below.

Royce(rusuroisu)^^nenjuu boku gozen hitoashisaki mai negaigoto says:
yr geo sucks?
Royce(rusuroisu)^^nenjuu boku gozen hitoashisaki mai negaigoto says:
its one of the easiest humans of all=.=
/miss murder says:
cos marist standards and cedar standard = different
Royce(rusuroisu)^^nenjuu boku gozen hitoashisaki mai negaigoto says:
excuse..
/miss murder says:
go fag off, royce. go hide in your marist super xxl pe tshirt. :D

And once again, Manchester United have done it.
Amazing game. I don't like Ronaldo but his skills..amazing.

Got alot of rawr-ing and screaming under my block. I think got gang fight.
:O

Tmr my beep test! Fr netball. Smth like NAPFA but x1000 harder ):
And i just fell at the bus steps. Now got 1 big bump at my shin. FML

Signing off
Your minah tak menjadi
(it's better than a mat sesat, Danial. Srsly)

P/s: I just realised, tdy post V. random. hahaha <3
P/p/s: I love Cedar Netball seniors!

sixty one

2009-05-05T03:34:00.000-07:00

sixty first post! :D
i hate geography and i don't understand anything about it.

because...
i was sms-ing in class
talking boobiez with diva and parvathi
short attention span
boring teacher

:O
what is going on?

and p/s: danial is so short when he is standing beside me. hah. Loooooserrrr

nothing you say today is gonna bring me down ^^

2009-05-03T03:19:00.000-07:00

look at my title. Simple Plan - Shut Up hahah, my fave line in the song.
Anyway.

Memories.

i miss primary school, meridian primary school, the school of sasi joy fun and laughterrr
): i'm sure most of you miss it too, but you've made new friends and moved on.
in cedar i have loadzzz of close friends like nabster, brenda, natalie, shahf, ahmeng, diva...
and i'm part of Cedar Netball! but, nothing can replace 6A 2008 and Custard Class.

I was listening to 987 Generation when they suddenly played that song. And it lead to Your Love is A Lie, which lead to memories of me and Keith singing it at the lab..down the stairs. Oh, and prom night! One of the most memorable nights of me life. (: Remember, Keith? We used to scream Teenagers, or any MCR or Simple Plan songs and scaring everyone. Hahah (:

And INTERCLASS! Omg 6A soccer was miserable. Haha but our captainsball got into finals and got trashed. Hahahaha. I love captainsball and our hatred towards 6B.

I miss stupid trips to Sci Ctr and Civic District. Where we just crap arnd refusing to do work. I miss the gayness of Ian Khoo and the grossness of Nicofat and i miss Pancy Ho! Srsly. I miss 6A, i could remember exactly where everyone sat. I miss Divya and Tasfia so much. I know Tasfia is in the same school as me, but she's different now. A different person. I miss Syamimi! I miss Huiyi! I miss Manfred. (Not related...but I do miss him.) I miss Hui Xin and Priscilia and MR TAY ):

Oooh, and custard class. Me and Amira miss it damn much. Idk about you guys but my MT class is d-e-a-d. I miss Cg Tini and the homies and the class soooo much. I hardly see Shazzani (in fact, I never saw him) and I see Amsyar once in a blueeee moon. OMFG LA i miss custard class
like dingdongbells! :O

I miss post-PSLE days where we slacked in class playing Stress or Uno while crapping about Sex. Hahaha me and Amira and Wan still crap about it now (: Oooh! And that old relief teacher.
With the huge sunglasses.

I miss midautumnfestival. We buka puasa-d there with pizzas and the guys played Capteh and failed miserably. I miss Syahid (Yes, very random. Haha)

I miss lepaking at the playgrd after school, I miss playing block catching.
I miss A-Flat-Minor, my girls, my bodyguards, my gang <3
I miss BOD, my guys, my lepak-kakis, my hyper-guys <3

I miss hating Zakiy the babats. (Miss hating him, not miss him) Now i do
not have any pure hatred for anyone. =/

I miss MERIDIAN PRIMARY SCHOOL.

My god, what a wordy post :O

optimist in two

2009-05-02T20:56:00.000-07:00

"but it's k cos i deserve much better, hotter, nicer people than that! i'll wait for my trueeee prince in shining knight armour! kan? kan?"

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Hahaha. I really meant what i said.idk why im so optimistic!
Study time.

fmylife

2009-05-02T06:56:00.001-07:00

christine:
there's nothing to tell cause, its over.
O-V-E-R
):

Pissyfying Saturday.

/edit
I'm glad its over
He is an a-hole (:

its like a love story,

2009-04-30T19:53:00.000-07:00

THE REASON WHY IT ALWAYS HAPPENS
i'm scared of commitment.

Happy May Day to all(: Yst and tdy i've been working my ass off for the Maths PT. Sucks.
I hate aiman hate maths hate singstat hate pts hate powerpoint hate economy hate msn for being so inviting!!!!!!!!1

Mon's my Maths CT. Must pass. Weili told team tht to get into team must get good grades and i want to get in. I MUST CAN WILL. Yufang's pretty sad about smth. Cheer up kay Yufang! You are not a terrible player I swear. There are people worser. Like people running backwards. *Hint*

OH I WANT TO TRIM HAIR
1) Fringe too long. Until my chin
2) I trim once-in-two-months. The last time i trim was in Nov 08. Go figure.
3) Re-layer hair? My hair layered but SADLY TO SAY cannot see. Fx sad ):

Me. P6. Short fringe. I did not rebond my hair
although look like it right? :D I must put more effort
into my hair. Lol. So i'm gonna cut it that length.
*ignore spastic face*

Oh my title? Haha. Go guess (:
I'm a happy girl.

I'm in the same tuition as Zayy raider muaxx muaxx :)
I love you too ABCDEFGH :D

netbally

2009-04-24T22:02:00.000-07:00

Just found out that Nameera and Sabina are in the U-14s.
And they were from MDPS last year netball batch.
How cool is that.
I feel that our batch has disappointed them ):
And this year's batch, don't even say.
T-E-R-R-I-B-L-E

dedicated to you

2009-04-24T05:37:00.000-07:00

i hate siti nabilah bte rahman

cos she is an L, which

means a loser just like a certain

maths teacher. i am awesomely insanely

jealous of that little bitch who claims

phone numbers drop from the sky.

the reason why she passed her maths

because she __(fillintheblanks)

the maths teacher.

now nabilah, i am here to inform you

that YOU SUCK!

haha just kidding.
love you, bitch!

miserable at best.

2009-04-24T03:03:00.000-07:00

justnow slacked with trackers @ openplaza - pei ern, arinah, nabilah and nat. saw amirul again. LIKE EVERYWHERE I GO I SEE HIM MAN! but i aint complaining. he's so hot :D
i found out tht he's arinah's snr! small world aint it :) oh, was the first time i saw/met/talked to pei ern but we got along v well eh :D

:D netball trng changed to monwedfri.
im srsly gonna dieeee! means my free day is TUESDAY only.
cos thurs i got stupid remedial.
some more ct week still needa go fr trng cos yeo naggy.
snr victoria tried to like, 'bargain' but then she nagged at her instead.
TSKK.

17again with Diva, Nabilah, Wei Ern and Poorani @ Bugis
Awesome :)

congrats to
Choir - Gold w Honours
Dance - Gold w Honours
Tarian - Gold
T&F - cdiv 2nd, bdiv 3rd
Table Tennis - Nat'l champs :)
Volleyball - Nat'l champs :)
Band - Silver
Cedar rocks :D

im sick of this skin so i'll change it.
x to the o

heehs :)

2009-04-18T09:17:00.000-07:00

Yup thats what I did today.
Gatecrashed Aisyah's hse with nabs after maulud.

Camwhored after bodyslamming each other.
YES THANK YOU NABS FOR REPEATEDLY HITTING MY ASS

Webcam
Spastic faces warning

Choc chip + choc fudge

Went home at 4.40. A good 3.5hrs spent. (:

i'll be fine (i guess)

2009-04-17T06:45:00.000-07:00

51st post. Time flies so faaaaast :D
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I need:
1) Netball Shoes (Asics/Adidas?)
2) Ankle Stabilizers
3) Daily supply of pretzels (Parmesan Cheese Flavour plz :D)
4) Vans Era
5) $$$

Everything that's important is in red.
Okay everything's in red.
So everything's important.

1 and 2 - Netball stuff.

3 - Auntie Anne's pretzels is loveee. Have been going to Tamp1 just to get my daily fix of parmesan cheese pretzels 8D $2.70 fucken ex, but every bite is worth it i swear. :)

cute packaging 8D

4- ONE HOT PAIR OF SHOES.

5- And to achieve all of that, i need $$$.

Pointless post, i know 8D
but srsly, Vans Era = HOT!

Found this at my old blog.

"Title?
Emotionally dead.
He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough for me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
He's the time taken up, but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into.. "
Dated Sunday November 18 2008.

ITS LIKE DEJAVU ALL OVER AGAIN.

Hmwk now. And i need to call Brenda. Or Nabilah. Or Eeqahh. Or Aisyah. Or Amira.
Friday Nights = Long conf calls :D

pfft

2009-04-16T07:14:00.000-07:00

Buay paiseh, Wei Ern was the one who got first. Ah nvm. According to ppl "Wei Ern dashed at the last point with her hair flying, it was like a shadow zoomed by :O" - Brenda.
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Weili talked to me. Cleared up some stuff so its all better now. Go Cedar Netball :D

Trng ended late (6pm) and by the time I reached the bus-stop it was like 6.20? 6.15? Then missed a bus cos too full. Waited for the next bus. Slow. Full like F. Reached hm almost 8 cause went to Tamp1 to buy my pretzels 8D Oh trng tdy was uhhh okay, 1/3 court, dodges and ropes.
SKIPPING ROPES(!!!) 500 200x2 each foot. Within 10 mins. :( But today i said Diviya's shoes were nice (rofl) and she was so happy cause no one told her that before. Hahahahahehehehoho.

Conclusion: Never to take bus 23 home after trng ever again.

there she goes,

2009-04-15T02:09:00.000-07:00

2.4KM Run - 14.somethingsomething min (SLOW BODOH) - B
Shuttle Run 4x10m - 11.2 (I KNOW SLOW) - A
Standing Broad Jump - 185(I miss my 210m jump in P6 D:) - A
Sit and Reach - 41.5 (I got A by 0.5cm :D)- A
Inclined Pull Up - 14 - B
Sit Ups - 48 - A

I did okay uh. Idk why i found pull ups hard in primary school, i remember,
primary four, i did like, 4. hahaha. I'MMA GOLD GIRL :D (21 points and at least a C grade). Worst is my 2.4km run. I was being very crampy then after the second round alr, died. And my
!@#$% pullups, 3 more to A. Blaaah. Anyway i got all A's and B's, if only my studies were that good :B

I went home rly early cos i proclaim tdy as 'Sleep Day!' Hahah took 23 then went to Tampines1, bought Strawberry Snowshake from Each-A-Cup then took 81 back home :D Reach home 2.20pm and I surrendered on my bed.

OOOH JODY WONG TSE YAN GOT 1ST POSITION IN NAPFA WITH 13.02 SECONDS HAHAH :)

And, Happy Birthday Skye Lee Wee Ru! :D Hope you like the card I made you :)

Yay Skye so chio :D

Hoiting's rly angry at me cos I neh stayback for maths PT so sorry yah but I FORGOT.
FORGOT FORGOT FORGOT = Human Nature :)
And tdy is my Sleep Day what!

xo
miss murder

hhheartbreaker

2009-04-13T05:31:00.001-07:00

(+++) points
1) Me and shahfiqah went to Giant and tried on 2XL fbts and camwhored in the dressing room while bitchtalking bout people in general.
2) Got netball tmr! I'm in happier terms with Natalie (Choy) so looking forward to training~
3) Finished all my hmwk so gonna study naow, im v. productive today :D

(---) points
1)Love hurts. A lot :'(
2)HE MET HER. Secretly. I srsly think they should just get married and have babies.
3)He still doesn't know.

So today was up-and-down i guess.
:/

IGNORE

2009-04-11T21:55:00.001-07:00

worst part is
he doesnt even know
its killing me

2009-04-11T21:42:00.000-07:00

Ranting on something, somewhere totally private feels awesome.
Liberating.
Amazing.
(Private Blog)

Just telling that I have one and link if you want to.
No, im not inviting anyone.

and she wont be loved

2009-04-11T06:57:00.000-07:00

Must. Can. Will. Complete Homework.
I'm left w/ :
. Art line-piece
. ~~Rona WS~~
. ~~Rona story-telling shit~~
. Malay correction
. ~~Malay Letter-Writing~~
. ~~Maths Bk A~~
. ~~Maths Notes~~

Malay is shit i tell you, shit!
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Don't worry, he'll never like me, girl. You have issues with yourself. Low self-confidence. You're pretty, funny and amazing. He likes you. Guys like you. You have (almost) all the guys that you know smitten with you. Girl, what more do you want? He likes you, you like him. I'm happy for you, but srsly, i'm a jealous bitch. I hvnt felt love frm any guy since.....forever. When he smses me about you, i feel happy, as if he's referring to me - but it sinks in that its not me, its never gonna be me, it never can be me. You KNOW once I love someone I fell into the love-hole too fast too soon - it took me a long time to get over Wan. I said i didn't love him - i was trying to psych myself. I do i do i do love him :( It's just like a life cycle, repeating over and over again. Its an f-ing major shock, what happened tdy. And you chided me for having a crush at him - well look what's happening now. Look at him, he smiles at you all the time. He constantly wants to be around you. He loves you....and you know it.
Look.
Just.
Look.
Be happy with what you have.
Madrasah made me sms Danial & Syahir the whole time, crapping bout shit. Hahahehehohoh.
And MSN made me crap along with Boi Pinko Wan and Amiroar. (Yes, its Ahmad Ridhwan. He's turned into a "Boi Pinko". Hahaha)

Sorry for abrupt ending goodbye takecare drive safely do hmwk
xo

eyes that you used to stare into

2009-04-09T23:19:00.000-07:00

MALAY IS A HUGE PAIN IN THE ASS =/
I'm a true malay but yet my malay so hancur berkecai.
I WILL NOT TOUCH THIS COMPUTER UNTIL I GET MY HW AND STUDIES DONE
I SWEAR

picspam 4 yu

2009-04-09T22:47:00.000-07:00

BECAUSE I LOVE NABILAH TOO MUCH
IM PICSPAMMING (:

Parent Dinner Night

Our dinner. Cup noodles. And im taking
it from the center, not from the bottom fyi.
We stacked 17 cups. ^^

RANDOM

I ate pizza a few days ago.
De-effing-licious.

I love mushrooms.

And cheese.

And McCafe!

Our ez-link cards.

MINE IS ON TOPPPP

whaddup

2009-04-09T06:58:00.000-07:00

I'm so lagging behind in posting x_x all the pics are safely in my phone and once I get around to finding that damn USB cable i'll picspam. Someday.
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Watched Netball matches at KNC on Tues and Wed, vs NYGH and CHIJ (is it toapayoh? double conf please). Cedar won Nanyang match 20-24. Damn powwwer game, very exciting heh. Lost to IJ 5o something to 20 something. :( Nevermind cedarrrRrr! I love my seniors, they r so pro. NVM I MUST CAN WILL BE LIKE THEM SOMEDAY CHIN UP CHIN UP. Just gotta train hard man. Oh after the IJ match went to McCafe to buy teh double choc, 4 more stamps to my $2 off. Haha irrelevant. Then went back to KNC to watch MGS vs Raffles, MG won by 2(!!) points wasted man. Oh heard St.margs lost too? WHOA SHOCKING k enuff netballing hah k.

Mmmm, i'm lagging in studies too. In stupid remedial (x_x) oh and i'm failing whoopee (not) BLAAAAH. I shall study (abit) tmr. Yes yes yes. Oh just now in remedial was veh gay me and Nat kept on doing the 'wave' move haha. Oh and mmm (mr)Aiman kept on asking Track ppl Trackish stuff like, "Are you in shot put or javelin?" LOL MAXIMUM i think he wanna take charge of Track next year kwang3. It'll be funny, eh?

I've been reading my seniors' blogs, from the Head Prefect to the ML people. (The power of linking!)T hey lead interesting lives! Like being OAL/OAI and PSLs. Funnn sia! I wanna be one, like srsly. It also feels nice to have loadsa responsibility (provided you dont screw up)

Tmr i shall
. Finish ALL homework
. Complete madr project
. Revise Maths! Killer shit
. Buy notebook
. Revise Science! Killer shit

Ohmagawd I forgot to bring home meh stupid Malay file with all the overdue corrections and the 'Jumpa saya' hahaha. =/
Double ohmagawd x2 i've been using alot of (brackets). Yeeek

x to the o

eyes drooping head spinning

2009-04-03T21:24:00.000-07:00

I made my way from Gossip Girl Season 1 Ep 1 all the way to Season 2 Ep 23 in (dk how many) hours. My eyes are droopingZzzzZZ! And I love Blair and ChuckzzzZzzz!
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Yst did our friday lepak with Ice Shahfiqah Alyaa and Nabilah. Went to McD, library, then town park. I had sand all over my ass. =/ But it was fun! Deprived childhood much? Ahahaha. Then went back to WS, go Tom and Stefanie cos Ice wanted to buy some nipply thingy for her baby (hahaha) then Aries cos Nabilah wanted to buy ear sticks then NTUC to buy marshmallows and strawberry milk. My $$ went from $8.50 to $0. SAD FACE! :(
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This few days weather damn hot ah. ZZZ. After I bathe I felt like bathing again. F global warming! :(

Ok tata byebye me want to bathe (again) haha.

fly high.

2009-03-27T03:59:00.000-07:00

:) Thank God its Friday!
My ankle is awesome, it recovered in 2 days. Yesterday was damn tiring, we had to serve parents our food and all, and it was gr8xxx. I was in entertainment and it kinda got busted up, esp. during the Mamma Mia song, but overall = awesome. Love it when Wei Ern cries, its damn cute bodohzx. (: OH AND PICSPAM COMING UP NEXT POST K! (: Oh shit speaking of ankles...i forgot to give my excuse thingy to Mrs Yeo haha.

Meridian 09 lost to Coral but thrashed Tao Nan, good job girls, win the remaining two and you're in Nationals. Jiayouuuuu! Keep the Meridian flag high high high! *triple smileyz*

I changed my seat so I'm sitting aLONE behind Parvathi and Diva hahaha w/o a table cos some idiot took my table and i couldn't be arsed to get a new one, so yah i'm like just one chair alone in the corner hahaha patheticzz.

I'm gonna find a new skin. :D

desolate

2009-03-24T19:30:00.000-07:00

I sprained my ankle ystd drg netball practice. Damnnn pain like F. Drg the whole practice I was slacking and sitting down but when I got up....Terror of terrors. I never sprain anyth before! ):
That explains why i'm not in school hehe. But i'll be coming tmr and since my sprain isn't that BAD (don't have to use crutches) i don't think our class will shift back to 1st floor lah dey -'-"

Anyway, if you noticed i've been getting nasty comments in my tagboard. Can't be bothered to delete or even check their I.P address. I DON'T CAREEE! (Oh, but spamtags will be deleted)
And for those who don't know anything, just butt out.

Clarification:
I never said i looked down on those people. I NEVER said they were bad influences. Sure, some are. But if you OPENED your eyes and just f-ing see the msn-chat. i did not write that. We were having a 3 or 4 person MSN cnv remember. So it has to be one of them. BUT NOT ME. Got it?

go fug yourself

2009-03-21T20:44:00.001-07:00

i'mma lead my life the way i want it to be
i am evurl, irresponsible, unreasonable, whorey, bitchy, slutty, annoying, depressing, disgusting, horny, heartbreaking.....but i like it.

cos i'm me, and i shouldn't change it.
so if you don't like it, then too bad fer you.

p/s: oh, i'm obsessed with polaroids. holga d-134 pink = mine! *super happy grin*

ready, set, go.

2009-03-20T01:57:00.000-07:00

Hmmmm it seems that someone is annoyed by my non-love-life rantings. Oh well, *shrugs*. And she claims that I don't share people's happiness? Hmm kay, yeah. Right. Srsly, get your facts right before you go all fug on me. Thnks.

It seems that i've been fighting with everyone haha. It's quite a good feeling actly, being 'fearless'. I know I'm evurrrl.

[♥]MARISSA says:
you don't come better
[♥]MARISSA says:
i go out with mia, shaf and pauline je.
miss murder says:
whats your effing problem? i said i f-ing try to make it right.
[♥]MARISSA says:
i bet you cant make it
miss murder says:
most prolly i cnt make it right, but whats w the attitude?
miss murder says:
you might as well go with your t4m and dont call it a gathering. wan hakim all lazy want to go. -.-
[♥]MARISSA says:
maybe i'll do tht cause no one coming
[♥]MARISSA says:
because it was sposed to be just US going out
miss murder says:
sure
[♥]MARISSA says:
yeah
miss murder says:
i am SO jealous
miss murder says:
-.-
[♥]MARISSA says:
why dont you change your attitude?
miss murder says:
me?
miss murder says:
well i'll change if you do, dear.
miss murder says:
PWNAGE

No, Marissa, I don't hate you. I just find this convo incredibly funny :D Off to do some History.
Lee Kwan Yew here I come for you. D:

Cedarians, save our souls and do this survey thnx.
http://FreeOnlineSurveys.com/rendersurvey.asp?sid=62ax9zcl3c40v9r564496

popxxart.

2009-03-19T05:24:00.001-07:00

Happy Birthday Hilman Aqil Bin Md Shari. (:
my super gross, super annoying gay partner.

Lepak today was v. productive! Met up w/ Hakim and co, then lepak for awhile and stole his stick to "sweep the floor". Oh before that me and Amira went up the monkey bar and couldn't get down for ten minutes, eeeek. Then lepak somemore, then saw Rozaini adek my lepak kaki also (: Then he, Rozaidi, Rozairi and Shahrukh wanted to show us some scary shit rabbit. LOL. I only saw white fluff then suddenly they run, so I ran. Reached home 4.15pm. Training can be so "long". Today = ♥

I hereby proclaim:
MERIDIAN NETBALL GIRLS & FLOORBALL BOYS BATCH OF 08/09 IS (♥)
I swear nothing and nothing will replace my dear netball and floorball juniors.

I want you to be happy. I want to support you. When you cry, I'm here to lean on. But I feel forgotten. I envy you, do you see? It's hard to smile for you sometimes. It's hard to be there for you when you cry.I'm jealous of what you're crying over. I wish I had that to lose. But I'm still here. You can still call me. I'll still try to help however I can. It just hurts to offer, when you're crying over something I've never even had for a long time. Love. Relationship. I wish I could relate. I envy you.

no sir, i dont wanna be the blame.

2009-03-17T02:52:00.000-07:00

For my reference/memory's sake only, do not read:
Lepak with Faten, Amira, Indah, Rozaini(Floorball), and Zawiah. Superrr fun. Then met up w/ Nabilah for my present (which i like, tyvm!) and then went to meet Faten, Amira and Zaini to tell them sth. Then went to West Plaza. Went to playgrd, saw HAKIM! God, miss him so much :) Screamed hi and lepak with him awhile, with Addy too. Sent Amira home. Zaini wanted to go play soccer so I went home. Budak Kampong Merah! (:

FRIENDLY WITH PVPS TMR :D
i love Meridian Netball (and Cedar Netball!)
Too bad Cedar Netball only got ONE training. Sadddd.

Can't wait for the 28th! :) Meetup with Custard Classss!

:D

2009-03-15T22:38:00.000-07:00

(Click to enlarge, thx)

happy burfdae to me

2009-03-15T05:10:00.000-07:00

Eh, i'm thirteen finally. *gasp

A huge thank you to:
Aisyah, Hilman, Nabilah, Nadhrah, Shahfiqah, Christine, Nora, Amira, Atiqah, Nabilah(GV),
Indah, Huiyi, Sarah, Parvathi, Poorani, Marissa, Ameeliza, Zayanah, Qazzira, Tasfia, My mother, My sister, My another sister, Four unknown numbers who msg-ed me, ZhangNing, AhyeinPantat (Whoever she is), Hoi Ting, and everyone that wished me, zank you! ^^

oh and liverpool won to man utd and poorani and sarah and nabilah has been taunting me since yesterdayyyyy NEHMIND GLORY GLORY MAN UTD i shall bring my alliances to fight aka Parvathi Diva and Nat muahahaha

america's suitehearts

2009-03-12T23:19:00.000-07:00

New blogskin! I swore it took me an hour just to do the effing links. Blaaaaah. Anyway, today i'm supposed to go somewhere but a certain someone spoiled my plans. I'm turning thirteen in 2 more days. I don't wanna be thirteen. I can't pay $8.50 to Escape anymore.... ): My posts are getting shorter and shorter these days... Lack of imagination hoho.

This blockquote is an attempt to make my posts longer. Oh did I mention I love my blockquote? And my blogskin too? Heh heh :D

you and me, together

2009-03-11T05:51:00.000-07:00

Dammnit. The week's been shiatz. I failed my maths with an awesome 11/35. And some people pretty much despise me. Awesome?

Anyhoos, today till Friday there's E-Learning, so no school! Hahaha to me E-Learning is pretty shitty cause I can finish those stuff in like, 45 minutes. Haha f to the core. Oh and I needa get Hilman sth for his bday blaah cause he and Icey going to buy me sth. Hmmm i collaborate with Zayy ah? Can ah Zayy? No topshop panties I swear. Hahahah.
Birthday's in 4 DAYS! :D

this is a photoblog

2009-03-06T05:04:00.000-08:00

OVERDUE PICTURES!
not for the slow connection speed.
28 pictures and counting.

Camwhore with Nat and Nab

Lepak with Amira and Indah

fooling ard with Indah's specs

Amira so cute HAHAHHA :D

Science Centre Trip

there was this interactive writing thingy and then SOMEONE wrote it.
LOL.

Nat Nab Bubble Sarah Bren - Love

Random
Amanda (Cheng) has this weird keychain that squeezes out poop.
I find it super fun leh HAHAH.

Meetup with Aisyah

This post took me an hour.
Loves!

live your life.

2009-03-04T06:19:00.000-08:00

New Skinnnnnnnnn!
I'm satisfied w/ it.

CTs are overrr and done with except for some malay shit - who cares. Well today I went for Netball, juniors are slackening. So pushed em rly harddd hahah i know but they still love me me me don't they? I needa get some FBTs for Netball by Sat. Like what Tammy said, we have to buy everything for ourselves. Sighhhhhh.

Just now cammed (oh, cammed is like camwhored, but i hate the word 'whore', so yeah, there you go. Cammed.) with Nat and Nab. Stupid facessszzz.

Oh frig my phone just went 0% battery, gotta charge it.
Science Ctr tmr! :D

big city dreamz

2009-02-28T18:50:00.000-08:00

Happy birthday Ben (Tan)!
i always remember his birthday. 1st march.
oh and t'days nazura's bday too. always remembered.
doubt she will, won't she?
birthdays coming up: vanessa, manfred, ME!, hilman, rea/ron.

i can't find a perfect skin.... :( super fickle minded, blah.
my dad just left for indonesia. 2 freaking monthz. but its work, what to do riiiiight?

Tag if you wanna be invited to my private blog tks :D

okay off to study geog now, hmm tata.

my mind's unweaving

2009-02-27T03:09:00.000-08:00

Okay people, thankchew for participating in the crush calculator, i officially busted 18 people :D Don't worry, I won't tell hahaha.

So today was my off day, no stayback-ing, so me Nabilah Maryam Shahfiqah went to lepakz at WS until 5.30 lol. Then before that went to library and Eeeqahh got hit with a book by this random person.

*book drops*
Eeeqahh: OW OW OW OW OW!
Person: I'm sorry *in dead tone*
Person: Anyway, you shouldn't be sitting between the shelves. You're blocking our way.

-________-

Oh and i'm so freaking pissed off with my (non)love life. It's like everyone's going "Oh my bf is like yadda papaya..." and i'll retaliate by saying, "At least you have one." It's been long and i still haven't forgotten about him yet. Damn. I know I seem like I don't give two shit about him anymore but I still do. It's been 3 months already. The problem is that I DONT WANT TO LIKE HIM cause I know he CANNOT be trusted and will break my heart (like he always does). Effing hell.

❤/brendαααh woreoff says:
OMG FRICKING MEMORY GIRL.

Lol Brenda was saying that cause I remember everyone's CCAs, not because of the point above.

CTs - find it useless to talk about things that are over.
4 down, 3 to go.

Sorry for the abrupt ending.

take me somewhere i don't know,

2009-02-21T02:55:00.000-08:00

Omfg, crush calculator is superduper cool, i knw i knw not supposed to believe in those, but this is like 99.9% accurate, whoooooooooo!!!!1111
CLICK for Crush Calculator.

Was tagged by Bella @ issyeclairs.livejournal
You are supposed to write a note with 25 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you. (I'm too lazy to tag 25 people, i did this out of boredness)

1)Pass all subs
2)Stamina for netball
3)I haven't shop for so long
4)I want to get polaroid camera
5)I also want to get dslr
6)I'm super fickle minded
7)I gotta off the comp before 7.
8)Procrastinating
9)Common tests
10)Hot VS guys
11)Strawberry milk
12)I wish i can draw well
13)I cant wait to drive my own car.
14)I'm running out random things to write
15)Oh yes! I want to be rich and famous.
16)Decided to learn the guitar EOY
17)I learnt how to play Kelsey on the keyboard
18)I want strawberry milk
19)I dropped 2bux just now
20)I'mma eat dinner soon
21)Guys in madrasah are hot
22)I think i'm
23)Thinking
24)Of
25)You.

Have a nice weekend, i'mma eat and study. (L)
Oh yeah, i'm obsessed w/ changing skins.

what hurts the most,

2009-02-19T04:49:00.000-08:00

SO FREAKING IRONIC THAT I HAVE THE MOST HOMEWORK ON THURSDAYS
Netball today was super tiring, 29 rounds up/down the whole school, then drills for 1/2 hr without water break. then some shitty team talk followed by MORE drills and then game.
Frig tired.

Hw for today: - Maths questions (should be about 10)

- Eng persuasive speech

- Eng persuasive speech planning

So when i'm done revising and homework-ing and ironing my clothes and stuff, i think i'll be wiped out. Daamn.

What hurts: back, stomach, thighs, calves, heart.

lock the doors, cos i'd like to capture this voice

2009-02-17T23:32:00.000-08:00

Look at my full handbook.
I hate school i have no free time.

i am so pissed off
I know im not supposed to be blogging and instead mugging for my common tests, but i am so pissed off i rly have to let it out.

There's this teacher. Let's call him/her ass. Okay so ass called me and a couple of others to see him/her after school and scolded us. He/she told me that my book was the messiest book with the worst handwriting in class. Now let me show you the page that he/she pointed out to me:

NOT MESSY WHAT!!!!!
FYI, there's other people with worse handwriting than mine okay.
He just hates me.

And he/she said that i didn't update my content page etc etc. Pfft. And En Ching and Charmian got scolded cos they didn't write the Ass's name under "Subject Teacher". Self obsessed. HOW CAN HE/SHE BE SO UNREASONABLE?!

Oh and so far:
- I love English cos i have a very chio teacher and its so interesting
(AND I GET ALMOST FULL MARKS FOR EVERY TEST :D)
- Failed 2 Maths pop quizzes (4/10, 1/10, 5/10) and passed one.
- I have a gay Lit teacher whom Skye is obsessed with MUAHAHAHA (kidding)
- I like History.
- I (think) i'm gonna fail my Malay common test.

AND DID I TELL U THAT I TOOK HIGHER MALAY???!!!
SHE FORCED ME TO TAKE HIGHER MALAY WTF WTF
FOR HER CONVINIENCE. I NEVER TOOK IT BEFORE AND IT SUCKSSSSS

As i promised,
Cedar Fiesta pics.
Pics "stolen" from Xinyi the chio and Hoiting the cute's blog.

1) Fave pic ever. I think Skye and Xinyi look supercute here :D
2) Buggy ride which Jody forced me to take HAHAHAH.

LOL OKAY THATSIT COS STUPID BLOGGER UPLOADER HANGED -_-

Oh, and V'day presents:

Valentine's Day Presents.
Thanks Hoi Ting for the awesome cookies and Jaime senior for the chocos.

To X: Count your blessings. At least you have guys readily available for you served on a silver platter.

im not a princess

2009-02-15T02:03:00.000-08:00

okay hmmmm so ystd Cedar Fiesta was awesome, thk u girls for co-operating, everything sold out cos its too awesome right? Lots of guys were there haha and me, Sarah, Parvathi, Natalie, Diva and Brenda went to guyspot teeeeeheeez. The stuff there was awesome and we managed to earn $900 just from our stall :D Then we witness Mr Aiman, PhD in all Evilness of Math and Science getting dunked. That was the highlight of my day. ~~Serves him right~~

Okay CT's coming up soon and i'll be mugging half the time, prolly not a v good idea to blog so maybe Aisyah'll be blogging for me hehe.

Pics of Fiesta up soon!

I'll Be your sunsetxz.

2009-02-14T23:40:00.000-08:00

Yo mammeezxzxzx.
Guess who's blogging for ikinatorrrrrr.

I wont tell you, you have to guess for yourself. (:
Heeeeehs. Anyway, Im blogging for ikin cause
her blog is so deadzxzx. -.- This week is
iceyyzx-blogging-for-best friends-week.
I just revealed my name :O k, hello peeeepol.
So, lets seee..
Ever seen a koala who looks like a bola?
okay lets buy cola. (^^)
So she will reply late tags cause she is so
penat because of her tight schedule. And she
is veryyyyy tired cause her school is so hectic x_x
Pooor ikinator. And i know she misses all her friends
and doing her blogshopping with muaaaaa. and
i know she misses shoppingzx and outings with ya'll
and chatting, bitchtalking, gossiping and doing stuff
that she cant live without. Ikin is my bestfriend and
i know im hers to, THATS WHY IM FIRST IN HER
LINKS. HAHAHAHAAHHA. (:
anw, love yo all. mwackzxzxzxxs to you seksi people.!!!

looking for post

2009-02-11T02:51:00.000-08:00

Looking For:
Kiss Me, Kill me by Lauren Henderson

Book preferably be in tiptop condition, or at least 70% in good condition

Not very fussy.

Quote your price. I'm v despo ):

that's shakespeare in love

2009-02-11T02:40:00.000-08:00

i went to meetup w raider again just nw
then saw her prcs friends, befriended some hehe.
met fiqah fixayye! SUCH A SMALL WORLD HEH

malay was dickshit, i forgot that the test was today and its worth 35 marks. think im gonna fail srsly. doesnt help that stupid maahoney doesn't teach well. I HATE MALAY SO MUCH NOW UGH never was a problem in pri sch D: the problem aint with my mt peeple, its just the teacher!!! dick you. I MISS CIKGU HARTINI + CUSTARD CLASS LIKE OMG LA
i remember during mt i'll always squeeze to zayy's seat and then we'd all crap with shaz/amsyar/hakim/wan and then iqah'll join us. good times ): btw i changed her(mahoney) name, lol her name isn't rly maahoney. if you rly wanna know her name try saying it over and over again.

i like to take mrt to school cos i see hot victorians everyday (sec 2/3/4) :D i keep on telling everyone how hot they are haha bet zayy's pissed now :D alot of my classmates think victorians hot :D ESPECIALLY NAT HAHA

today i felt so angsty and pissy i wanted to kill XXX. sheesh why does everyone think she's SO good? blah blah blah. freak XXX. i kept on screaming at her looool and i think she bitchtalked about me. oh well *shrugs*

feelings are so muddled up so i created a private blog for me myself and i. ask to be invited kay muacks muacks.

cedar fiesta's in 3 more days - super excited. teehee :)

p/s: idk why people think girls' school is bad. sure, i'd want a mixed school (too bad there's no MIXED RACE, MIXED GENDER, GOOD SCH like anglican or sth. losers) but its not bad! the seniors are damn enthu and cool okay pfffht. AND we are not a nerd school WE PWN YOU PEOPLE IN TRACK&FIELD(the best) NETBALL CHOIR VOLLEYBALL BASKETBALL AND EVERYTHING ELSE OK

josey, don't you worry

2009-02-06T17:39:00.000-08:00

Met up with Sarah my kindergarten bestf and Zayy my foreva raidz yestrdy after so longggggggggg (L)(L) I gave them both a superhuge hug haha. So aft that we lepak-ed at Bronto and played with Hilman's ball until about 5.30pm. Littlest things do count, imy Zayy :( I rly rly rly wanna meetup with AFM gang againnn! Miss them like cowchickenduckfrog.

Home Econs ystd was pure fun haha. It was practical but then I didn't bring my cap/apron etc etc so LOL. We did spaghetti and we (Me and Nicole) did it all by ourselves hahaha. Delicious okay! The we tabao-ed and ate it for recess :D

A few days back, me Amanda C and Bren went to Tanjong Katong Complex to buy baking stuff for our Cedar Fiesta. Then I said smth bout prostitutes a little bit too loudly (psps) and then this woman asked us what we were doing there, LOL. Then Bren wanted to go to City Plaza to search for slutty clothes DOTZ hahaha. Then took bus to Parkway where we met Jody, cool right. HAHA! Went to eat at KFC, then Jody went home. Amanda C me and Bren went to windowshop at Topshop,Diva,Chamelon and stuff. Bren bought 5 pairs of earrings LOOOOOOL. Then took 15 home, super slow ride >:(

Cedar Fiesta is in 7 more days, do support yeh, i'm selling tickets :D

HELLO CALL ME!!!

2009-02-03T06:16:00.000-08:00

title at top.

i think my best friend forgot i existed.
no, srsly.
we haven't talked to each other for like so long,
we'd call or sms/msn at least once a day.
i feel bad that we're not meeting up
but instead...
we're
falling
apart
):

i don't have much to talk to her about these days.
our MSN convos are always halfway dead.
we used to fight for our turn to speak.
that's how much we talk to each other.

it's not just an ordinary friend.
it's my best friend.
and i miss her.

On a lighter note, everyone is appealing to Netball! Found out that Nicolette got into Netball so that's one more for me, tee hee. I hope Brenda and Maryam and whoever that's appealing into Netball will be successful. Oh and my tagboard is d-e-a-d please show me some luv, i feel lonely. Just cause I don't online much often in MSN. Studies must come first. I don't wanna retain ):

was it something i said?

2009-01-30T02:51:00.000-08:00

Got into Netball yippee yippee yay yay. I just realised my class damn fit ah 6 ppl got into track which is like dammmmn hard lah. They have to run 8km every training! (....)
Jeryl, Poorani, WeiErn, Jody, Natalie and Skye! HMPH YOU COOL FIT PEOPLE.

Hmmmm these few days have been rly hectic with homework (YAH TXS MR AIMAN) and all. Rarely find time to on the computer, haizzzZzzZZz.
Well hmm a very very happy birthday to the 28th Jan babies:
Ian Gladys Zakiy Vaishu Joel Vanessa Leong
Hip hip hoooooray! (:

Convo w/ Keith:
dream crusher says:
his reply was 'then why would i have 26 girlfriends is primary school?'
miss murder says:
looooooooooooooooooool
dream crusher says:
IT WAS RIDICULOUS
dream crusher says:
how can someone be so thick skinned?
miss murder says:
26 girlfriends
miss murder says:
WHOA
dream crusher says:
more like, ditched 26 times
miss murder says:
HAHAHA
dream crusher says:
and then, kept clinging on to the girl until the girl slapped him. then he would scream 'AHA! I GOT A NEW GIRLFRIEND! CAN ADD TO MY RECORDS! MWAHAHAHAHAH!!!"
and then the girl would slap him again and kick him in the groin
miss murder says:
OMG HAHAHAHAHHAHAH
miss murder says:
IM LAUGHING LIKE HELL HAHAHA
dream crusher says:
and then he will go to tthe next one and flirt with her. she gladly accepts his 'offer' and takes him.
then she sleepwalks, i mean, sleeprolls over him and then his flattened face squeaks "another sucessful attempt at a hot chick"
miss murder says:
OMG HAHAH IM POSTING THIS CONVO TO MY BLOG
miss murder says:
TOO FUNNY

I hate Lady Gaga ewwwwwwwww, stupid stupid.

muacks to u all seksi people

2009-01-23T04:49:00.000-08:00

going back to primary school sucked t00tz. first of all, cgs was inhumanely dismissed late (1.5opm!) so we had to rush back to sch and reached there at like, 3pm? 6a gays were waiting and once i reached they all had to leave after like 5 mins. excellent. thanks for waiting anyway.

went to hangout with the usual suspects - iqah, indah, marissa, pauline at bronto. too bad zayy wasn't there ): I MISSED YA RAIDERRRRR. saw ze one and only (now botak) custard and addy and wan.

speaking of wan, he's totally changed. matrep? haha. illegal rider, smokes... what dipshitzzzz. ZzzzZzzzZzzz (makes buzzing noises to wan)

then at bronto, 2 guys wanted pauline's num. so to get back at him for forgetting his old friends (OLD IS G-O-L-D), we gave them wan's num. then that 2 guys called and wan picked up like LOL hahaha.

peace to the people,

i am ikin & i am a loser.

2009-01-16T02:17:00.000-08:00

She's such a loser.
She’s not like that now. She knows better. She knows now that people lie, and promises can be broken as quick as they’re made. She understands that she might never be loved, and too quickly good things fly in front of your eyes before you can reach out and grab them. She knows that you can’t change or help time, so every now and then it will just run out.

There isn’t a place for everyone in the world, so if you’re standing alone for a while, that’s why. Not everything in life comes easy, but when you work the hardest, that’s when it’s best. You can’t always expect people to care, and even when you’re best friends stab you in the front, don’t think for one minute that they didn’t already aim for your back. They missed for a reason. She has found out too soon, that in this life you’re your own best friend.

Everyone will be broken at some point their life and more often than not, it’s gonna hurt like hell. But you can’t stop it. You can’t change your fate. Some things are meant to be and all the pain you go through will end up resulting in something huge. You don’t know what it is and when it happens it will hit you like a ton of bricks.

Stuff like that is meant to happen. Over time, certain things no longer have an effect on her and that happens cause it’s the way it’s supposed to be. But she’ll learn all that later in life when little things like a sunrise or a spring rain start to matter. But it might catch you off guard and happen sooner. I mean, ask her. She knows.

She's Me.

when you see my face hope it gives you hell

2009-01-15T06:51:00.000-08:00

Busy.
I'll see ya around :)

never again, will i fall for you

2009-01-10T07:10:00.001-08:00

After madrasah, me nabilah nadh and ice (OMG MISS THEM)
went home ah. Then saw this triumph bra ad. Then saw this 2 guys at the shop, they put their bicycle aside. Then we go stick that ad under his bike HAHAHA. Then, while 'showing off' his bike skills, he.....fell.

NOW SCREAM LOSER EVERYONE!!!!!!!111

Tag replying board removed, too much things to reply so i'll reply by post? New layout already,
check it out cool people! AND AND AND. ALSO. I just found out who Stephenie Meyer wanted to cast as Edward.

Henry Cavill

Someone please enlighten me, how, in length and breadth of this gorgeous face, DOES THIS NOT MATCH UP TO ROBERT PATTINSON, AKA DUDE WITH EXPLODED HAIR AND CONSTANT CONSTIPATED FACE? Seriously! I don't care if Rob has more chemistry with Kristen. Change the damn girl to suit Henry, dammit. Lfejkafhkajgheajkg life is so unfair :(

PS: I have Cedar Fiesta tix to sell, plx help cause we r moving to a new campus and I want a good good and cool campus so go buy from me k? Got cool stuff and dunking of teacherzzzz!

x's and o's

you make it hard to smile

2009-01-02T04:16:00.000-08:00

2 Jan -
Happy Birthday Nadiah Senior :D :D

3 Jan -
Happy Birthday Brenda Loveeee!
Happy Birthday Dad. <3

School is a piece of dipshit D:
I am soooo busy I don't think I can keep this up....damn.
'Ve to wake up at 5am everyday whereas I sleep almost at....1am(?)
Frigger.

I have,
CCA auditions, 2-6pm (for the whole week, damn frig.)
Tuition (idk when, but.....soon.)
Madrasah (DAMNDAMNDAMN)
PSGM meetings, every week. (waste of time)

I rly dont think I can cope this up.
Damnnnnnnnnnnn.

School was fun though. Sat w/ Amira Bangs heh heh w/ Natalie and Khystelle in front, Jeryl and
Sheen behind. So gerek ah, but i miss Nabilah hahah far away to the other side D:
Updated links and added all 1Oreo-ians, whoopee.

1O - Most Enthusiastic Class Award, Best Class Award WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
I love I love hahaha :)

<3: Natalie Khystelle Jody Amanda Brenda Sarah Parvathi Jeryl Sheen Amira Nabilah Hoi Ting Elizabeth Nicole Charmian etc etc.

Ok mi is going to eat ice-cream.
xoxo

my paper heart will bleed

2008-12-30T20:58:00.000-08:00

Click to enlarge, thx.

So did anyone miss me like Aisyah ?
:)
Sorry everyone! I was away for Orientation, although it wasn't overnight, I didn't go online cause i was dead tired, like d.e.a.d.

2nd day

Daaaaaamn fun, had amazing race and all, campfire prep and this stupid game haha our code was 'Baa' and suddenly it turned into a farmhouse and other groups were like all 'Moo' and 'Meow' lol lol lol. We also made up our class cheer yo! Cool shit haha.

OH AND 1O first for amazing race! FIRSTFIRSTFIRST

1O also bonded and I made like alottt of friends ah, damn hyper one ;)

Went home like at 6 and reached home at 7.30pm. So that meant 10.5 hrs of non-stop activities leh. From 7.30AM(!!!!) Went home and slept like a dead pig. Thus explains my non-existence on MSN *wink*

3rd day

Did activities like Treasure Hunt etcetcetc. Like need to find 10 pairs of shoelaces and other random stuff and Nabilah and Brenda lost one of their shoelaces, which is quite stupid rly, who would want to take A SHOELACE hahahaha sadnezzz. Then campfire prep again. Then early dinner like 4.45pm hahaha Chicken Rice ftw :D Then, whoooo campfire night. We did like a skit and a cheer faceoff hahah. Must say our cheer rocks and hahah our skit is like down shit. Our group sang So What, Hot N' Cold and In The Ayer in front of ppl. Embarassing, bleh. Then took pics with Mardhiyyah, Deryn and some other seniors, I'll miss them D: THEY ARE SO COOL HAHAAHHA. LUV THEM! (: Went home at 7.30pm and reached at 9. Slept, duh.

Whooh i rly had fun in orientation, can't wait to see the girls on Friday :)

its like walking into a dream

2008-12-26T05:29:00.000-08:00

Orientation first day today. Went to school extreme early and reached at like, 6.50am?
Being the loser I am, I slacked under a block while fixing my hair and eventually gave up.
Bah. Must learn to estimate time!!!

CGS seniors were pretty kewl. Very enthusiastic and funny hahaha. Especially ~~Jade/Jane(?) and Mard~~ J and M and N - can't spell their names eek. Hah. Cool seniors make the world go happy hippie.

Got into class 1O. No not 10. or IO. One-oh. ONE-OH ONE OH ONE OHHHH
4 malays 5/6 tamils rest chinese ._. got into the same class as Nabilah so yay hehehe :B There was this damn retarded girl and a joke about getting hit by a car hahahha okay inside joke what's her name again, Hoi Ting(?) Bleah. I like Brenda thou. She's happy and funny kekexxxx.

Decided to choose Media Club/Netball for CCA. Media Club then I wanna be under PHOTOGRAPHY. Actually editorial/reporting also can ah. Wheeee~ Hahaha dreams of a nikon dslr..finally...finally(!!!)

Come to me you holy one

K me shall end abruptly now.
xxxxxxxxx

stop, shake, fly

2008-12-24T22:31:00.000-08:00

Sick bitch hahaha

Today i'm a sick bitch ): Feverish damn damn damn
Must get better before the 26th or else cannot go Orientation ):

I miss everyone today ):
Keith, Amira, Ms Ho, Divya, Zayy, Christine, Ice, Nadh, Syamir, Mr Tay, Sherman, Tasfia...
Sad sad facez.

Oh and tmr's Christmas!
Time flies so fast.
Daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaamn.

***
Tagged by Christine ^^
A. People who have been tagged must write their answer in their blog.

B. Tag 8 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse.These ppl must state who they're tagged by & cannot tag the person who they were tagged by.

C. Continue this game by sending this to 8 other people:
1. seriously, any 8 people who stumbled on this.

1. What have you been doing recently?
er listening to music lol. :)

2. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
nope. how many times do I get this question man of all the quizzes that I do

3. What happened at 10 am today?
sleeping like a pig.

4. When did you last cry?
yesterday ): (sad pussy face)

5. Believe in fate/destiny?
god decides on our fate but we control it

6. What do you want in your life now?
to make the most out of it. make new friends too. have fun in a new school. forget regrets.

7. Do you tend to make relationships complicated?
nah.

8. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
nope

9. What was the last movie you caught?
wild child (L)

10. Does the person you like knows that you like him/her?
i think he does but its not like he bothers

11. Who always makes you laugh?
dips nut keith hakim wan iqah amira ice nadh syamir christine hahahaha long list

12. Do you speak languages other than english?
malay huhu

13. Favourite website(s)?
blogger, livej, youtube

14. What are you doing tomorrow?
watch the christmas special shows on tv

15. Who do you wanna be like?
taylor swift - powerful with the guitar, powerful with her words.

16. Who will you choose to die with?
my mum

17. Where have you been today?
home

18. What game do you play often?
pet society and random y8 games hahah lame

19. Who are you missing right now?
DIVYA CHANDRAN DAAAAAAAAAAAAAMN

20. If you have to choose between a friend and a lover, who will you choose?
depends on who.

21. What are you doing right now?
doing this quiz and msn-ing

22. Which primary school were you from?
mdps

23. Name three colours you like.
grey red white

24. What emotion do you like to show?
^^/._.

25. What is life to you?
life = challenges

26. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
sing

27. Who did you last chat with on msn today?
aisyah

28. Who do you admire the most?
taylor swift/secondhand serenade. loves.

29. Which month are you born in?
march

30. How are you feeling right now?
surprisingly good

31. What is the time now?
8:51pm

32. Your opinion on the person who tagged you.
funny cheerful (L)

33. What colour do you like to dye your hair?
ash brown haha

34. Why are you doing this test?
because me is bored

35. What do you do when you're moody?
sing hahaha and talk on msn/phone. rant in CAPS to the victims

36. At which stage do you wish to get married?
24-25(?)

37. Who is closer to you?
like what?

38. If today is the last day of your life, what will you do?
sing on stage in front of people (my dream haha) push the mrt emergency button and donate my money to my mum so she can get the oven that she wants

39. Who is/are the people/person you trust the most?
christine aisyah nadhrah amira

40. Do you believe in seeing the rainbow after the rain?
yupz although its a long wait

41. If you have a dream come true, what would it be?
successful businesswoman

42. What is your goal for this year?
concentrate on studies and hopefully mantain my grades. also get more $$.

43. Do you believe in eternity love?
yes

44. What feeling do you love the most?
satisfaction, feeling of being loved and the pure joy of happiness

45. What feeling do you hate the most?
sadness, betrayal and accusations.

46. Do you really think it's global warming now?
yes

47. Do you like doing quizzes?
if im that bored

48. Do you believe in gods?
yes skipplez

49. Who cares for you the most?
my family , my mmr people, and various friends

50. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
my family my friends

51. What will you bring when you fight?
a donut.

that marks the end of my quizzes, imma go fly kites and pinch my sister's nose now. tata~

tell me i'm special

2008-12-23T22:30:00.001-08:00

Went to do mass meetup with Aisyah. Went to Queenstown then trained to Outram to go Serangoon and then Sengkang and THEN went to White Sands by bus 89. Met up mum at the library and went home. Fxck tired. And she gave me this pink bracelet set omgay love you ice <3

Got the beads already and made some bracelets for fun LOL then cut the strings cause later I use up all the beads then Aisyah cant use hahahah im so thoughtful.

Now i'mma go edit photos. Love you all.

1 thing, 2 do, 3 words, 4 you.

2008-12-22T17:35:00.000-08:00

19th Dec.
Posted to Cedar Girls Secondary.
Mixed feelings, happy/disappointed?
I feel like transferring to TK. Sigh ._.

AND my uniform is baggy and huge!
Even after my mum bought the smallest sizes.
Blouse XS PE Shirt XS Skirt S.

Waited for like 45 minutes for uniform buying. Got bored.

1. Cedar's floor tiles 2. Bored face 3. Bored face again

When we were going home my mum took a cab and there was this annoying driver who kept asking me stupid questions. He pronounced Cedar as si-ta. And pointed to Siglap and asked "Why you never go there? Your point cannot go ah?" Fxck.
And to top it off he went the wrong way twice and we ended up paying $6 more.

20/21 Dec.

Family Gathering at Changi Chalet.

HUGE and surrounded by trees. On top of a hill and deathly close to OCH.

Slept there, the nighttime wasn't as scary as I imagined LOL.

Saw all my cousins there and we basically talked cock eat gamed surf youtube and played

on Mikail's Nintendo Wii. I miss all of them alr (L)

Now I shall abruptly end to edit my layouts.

Love.